I Want a Slave
The below is a piece I wrote while reflecting on 24/7 TPE lifestyle service, as opposed to the style of service inside sessions.
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No, I do not want a cleaner. Nor do I want a driver, or a cook.
I want a slave.
I don't want a plaything that I can "do whatever I want" to. I don't want someone who just wants to be helpful in their own way.
I want a slave.
Of course I enjoy these forms of play.
Of course I want my house cleaned.
Of course I love having a body that is entirely Mine to do with as I please.
Of course there is an electricity involved when we turn these tasks into fantasy and fun. It is a pleasure and a privilege to craft scenes that concentrate and amplify the excitement and satisfaction that comes from being in service... but that is not the reality of dedicated lifestyle service to Me.
Because when you ask Me if I want you to clean My home, I am not considering whether you have a professional cleaning background (though it certainly helps). I am assessing you as a potential slave, and considering whether I trust you - both inside My home, and inside My heart.
To be in service to Me means giving your all, understanding that there is no wiggle room inside of the boundaries we have agreed upon. It means strict direction, unwavering devotion and reciprocated care and intention. It means understanding that service is the reward in and of itself.
It means learning all of My particularities and peculiarities and understanding that it is a privilege to do so. Not because of some inherent entitlement I feel I have, but because of how significant it is to be allowed to support Me so intimately. How special it is to see My home and My refuge. How unique it is to know both the softer, more vulnerable and emotional side to Me, as well as the deepest expressions of My Dominance. How rare it is to see, smell and touch the items I surround Myself with when no one else is watching.
To be invited to serve Me privately is a rarity. I do not share My inner world lightly. I am self sufficient, with the means and capability do whatever I like, whenever I like. I do not "need" help, and I am the last person to ask for it. To be directed to take the burden of a task - however benign, challenging, ridiculous or otherwise - is not something done without thought. Each request, each order, is a demonstration of the ultimate value you hold to Me. How special, trustworthy, and filled with potential that I see you. Each task is a ritual, a reflection of our bond, a demonstration of ultimate faith.
To be in complete service to Me means earning and maintaining My trust, and vice versa. To get so close to Me is a process that takes time - achieved quickest through serving Me in session, followed by knowing Me through scene friendship, stretching to mutual acquaintances with strong references, and finishing somewhere around 'highly qualified through significant life experience', provided it comes with an accompanying comprehensive and thoughtful application.
A faceless DM with a vague offer of free limitless service immediately demonstrates that a person values their desires far more than Mine; and I have no room in My life for inequitable energy exchanges.
I invest heavily in the development of all the submissives I play with, but there is another level involved when in personal service to Me. It is not something either of us should take lightly. To be My slave means both of us truly committing to the person in front of us, so that we can both be vulnerable, accountable and happy. Our dynamic should mean that we evolve and grow - together and apart. It means mutual trust, mutual care, mutual growth and mutual investment.
I do not take on slaves who aren't willing to become the best versions of themselves.
So no, I do not want you to clean for Me without needing Me to give "anything in return", because that simply isn't possible. It is in My nature to give - guidance, support, direction, discipline, and purpose.
I want someone who wants more; from life, from themselves, and always from Me.
I want a slave.
